I almost lost my will to live again: Christiana's story

The Peace Building Fund project has become a symbol of hope for the people of Kaduna, especially for those whose lives have been upended by crises like banditry and kidnapping.

August 28, 2024
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Christian

The ongoing crisis in the Northwest has left many families devastated, robbing them of their livelihoods, homes, loved ones, and even their will to live. One such beneficiary is Christiana Abba, a mother of five, who came close to losing her left hand—and nearly her will to live—after a harrowing incident. Before tragedy struck, Christiana was a dedicated farmer and trader, supporting her family and dreaming of expanding her farm to employ others.

In response, the United Nations Development Programme (UNDP) implemented a comprehensive Mental Health and Psychosocial Support programme in Kaduna and Katsina states. This initiative goes beyond addressing immediate needs; it is a crucial lifeline for individuals and communities devastated by ongoing violence. By providing continuous support and fostering resilience, UNDP’s efforts are not just alleviating short-term distress but are actively restoring hope, rebuilding shattered lives, and empowering survivors to reclaim their future. 

“I live in Kachia LGA, Kaduna State. I’ve always been a strong, hardworking woman. I had plans to grow my farm and employ more people, but those dreams were shattered by bandits. That day changed everything. I couldn’t leave my house or continue my daily life because of fear,” Christiana recalls. Her story echoes that of many others affected by banditry, who face deep psychological trauma that hinders their ability to participate in community life.

“I went to my farm on December 22nd to work. On my way back, I sensed someone behind me. When I turned, I saw a young boy, probably in his early twenties, watching me. He suddenly attacked me with a machete, striking my waist. I fell, trying to escape, but he swung the machete again, which I blocked with my left hand. I screamed, and villagers nearby came to my rescue as he fled. Good Samaritans rushed me to the nearest hospital,” she recounts.
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Christiana, a mother of five, came close to losing her left hand—and nearly her will to live—after she was attached by bandits

 

A staff member from Neem Foundation, who first met Christiana, shared, “Her husband approached us, concerned about how she was too scared to leave the house after the attack. We arranged a one-on-one session with her and later introduced her to a women’s group. She opened up about her experience and requested continued individual sessions, which we provided for two months.”

“Since starting these sessions with Neem Foundation, I’ve grown stronger. Before, I would panic and become anxious at the slightest sound. My husband has been incredibly supportive, staying up with me on sleepless nights. I can’t express how grateful I am. After the attack, I almost lost my will to live, but now I’m ready to move forward and make the most of my life. I’ve returned to farming, even though it’s challenging, and I’m determined to be the woman I once was,” Christiana shares.

“I’m deeply thankful to the United Nations Development Programme and the Peace Building Fund project. The support, both physical and emotional, has been invaluable not just to me but to many other women who have endured similar trauma. God bless you all!” Christiana exclaims with gratitude.

The United Nations Development Programme, with support from the Peace Building Fund, is committed to continuing its mental health and psychosocial support, along with providing livelihood assistance, to help victims like Christiana rebuild their lives and regain stability.